over the course of the year, i've come to realize several things. one of them.. i think must be who i truly love in life, and those who will just be there forever. so... just want to tell them how i feel, though they will never read this.. but i just want to say it all out anyways :)
LOVED:
xMom&Dad - the two people in my life that love and care for me most. always praying for me and just for listening and giving me advice. i honestly can't thank them enough for everything they have to put up with... especially when dealing with such a troublesome person like me. i love you most in the world... so thank you s2
xLinus - my one and only blood brother in this world. he's taught me so much and he is the one of the biggest influence in my life. because of him i've come to understand and grow so much more. our brother-sister relationship is special since we can both talk to each other maturely. he takes care of me in an indirect way (driving me and picking me up and buying food for me... haha lots more random small things) i love him a lot a lot a lot... he's the best brother i have. thanks linus
xCalvun - my jun jing kai goh... (cuz my mom ying kui kai jai) *laughs* we love each other more than we know... even though we dont see each other often or talk a lot.. we know that we love each other all the time. when we actually see each other.. to me there is this joy in my heart. haha makes me smile and happy everytime. i love our tight hugs and the fact tht we know our feelings of love without actually saying anything. we're kai goh and kai mui for a lifetime.. guaranteed s2
xDouglas - my other kai goh *my best friend* haha doug and i.. i think we understand each other the best cuz we think alike and haha dudeeeee, our childhood has all the same stuff happening XD it's pretty jokes. i love our "sitting in the car" talks.. and the 6 hr phone talk we had... and starring up at the night sky pointing out the stars. he's one of the many people out there that i must say.. he's honestly one of a kind (to me at least). anytime i'm down, he'll hear me out and give me advice. haha i loved it when he said to me "this is one best friend you will never lose" TT_TT oh doug. u're the best. (i'm pretty sure that is what he said.. unless my memory is wrong) *laughs* but yea. *hugs* love you doug!!!!!
xShine (miraj) - idunno why really.. that u're on this list. but i realized that you ARE one of the many people that i love in my life. not much to say.. haha our random phone talks and you dropping by my place one day. love you buddie! that's all i have to say.
xDorian (loklok) - i love youu my bestestest frnd of my life. i know it's wierd cuz we never get to see each other at all.. (you living in Alberta and all that) but somehow, no matter what, our love for each other always find a way thru to each other. i love you sooo much. do you know that? i feel like.. our hearts are tied together for a lifetime, and you know what? i'm never ever letting you go... EVER <3>
xShala - haha my wifey :) i love you so much. even tho we don't see each other or talk anymore.. i still love you a lot. all those times we had and all those memories and the tears that fall.. can't even forget those hardships we went thru.. i miss you a lot, i really do. but i know that no matter what. i'm never forgetting you. you will always have a place in my heart forever and ever. thank you shala. for teaching me to be me, for teaching me to love life so much more, and honestly, thank God for letting me meet you. i really really love you *hugs*
FOREVER&CLOSE ONES:
xChester - haha chester lam you are my man XD haha. duno how it happened but u're my best friend and the one i'm closest to at the moment. u're the one i talk to almost every and just not even talkin for a day.. it feels like a long time haha. it's wierd but i'm glad that you're there for me to talk to me. makes me realize and understand my problems better. u're a lot more mature than most people i know and for that i'm really appreciative of you. thanks for walking me thru the small things in life so far. you are one of the best :) i hope we talk and stay frnds in university~! rawr rawr rawr. haha
xIngrid&Trai - 3CL forever! haha we're gonna be frnds for a long long long time i bet. since ingrid and i are going to waterloo and trai is going to laurier.. and for sure, i know we are going to party together. there will be many chill moments and good times. i'm pretty sure we've been thru small rough patches but we always manage to get our way thru them no matter what, cuz i guess all three of us realize that this friendship is made to last.. guaranteed ;) haha. i love you smexy ladies. thanks for being there to listen and for all the advice and time you give me. you guys are the best of best friends <3>
xMicoYan - haha hmm dunno what to say really.. but just that we always have these moments and i guess they make up the relationship that we have. you are my BFF, and i tell you so much shit that happens in my life. though they are not always a "big" thing, you still listen anyways. comforting me and just hearing me out. i hope that we can still talk in uni, and i hope that you open up to me whenever there are problems... cuz you're here for me, and i wana be there for you too. haha. thanks for so many good times. love you~! <3
xPheebe - my childhood frnd of a lifetime~! haha i love how we spend almost every day of the school year seeing each other, and yet we never really seem to get sick of each other at all. we live on the same street, our houses have the same design, and haha i love the fact how people sometimes randomly think we are sisters. i think if we do tell people we are sisters, they will believe it. ROFL. that'd be pretty jokes, we'd have to try that some day XD *laughs* i love you phoebe <33>
THE GOOD ONES:
xNick - haha hmm i think you are the only one on this list.. and the only guy from church on this whole post at all. but i feel really really thankful that we can talk about our lives and just share them with each other. haha when i talk to you, i feel like i can connect with you spiritually and i really like that. to be able to share my problems with a brother in christ, it feels amazing cuz i know i can fully trust you and my worries about trusting people seem to go away when i just open up :) ahaha it's a cool feeling. but yarss, i hope we really really really still talkk in university. like we'll meet up for dinner or lunch or something and just chill and talk. it'd be super duper nice XD
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