dreams

i think.. i haven't had a dream about "this" in a long time...
but it all returns back to markville mall & the markville frnds
so.. for some reason in my dream i was job searching and i had an interview at Bulk Barns. well i do go to bulk barn often, so it seems to make sense. but before the interview, i was (for some unknown reason to me now) hanging out tlkin to doug and chester *i think* i'm sitting here right now and i simply cannot recall their faces, just that there were two boys. then suddenly my phone rings, and when i pick it up it's andrew calling. and i havn't heard his voice in a long time, so i was pretty surprised. and he was just telling me about how someone and something... about me and my ex, someone lying to him about something. i dun remember. but yeaa.. and i was like wuh? and annoyed that someone was lying to him.
but regardless.. i was happy that me and him were talkin again.
fact is: we're not talkin in real life. T_T it's sad. and it bothers me. but it's more like.. he doesn't want to talk to him. so i'm not gonna do anything to make it awkward... =/ sighz*