why? because there is nothing i can say anymore. i'm already in uni and it just feels like nothing has really changed... but in fact so much has happened. ive felt joy but ive felt so much pain too. it just issometimes really unbearable. ive picked up a new bad habit: smoking.. it's my new stress reliever, but my lungs unfortunately are dying....
but i guess the reason why i smoke is more important.
people in my life can make me so happy or make me so sad.... but they all mean a lot to me so i guess i really shouldn't be weakened by something that happens right? or else i'll just be another girl that just gets all emotional and shit. and i dont want it to be like that. i need to be stronger, cuz if i'm weak, i wont be able to help anyone at all right? so.. cant give up
iunno what else is going on.. just... i hope things will clear up soon
a blue sky in this winter weather would really help! haha
i miss summer.
come bak sun D:
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